I am really happy. Just a few kinks that need to be worked out with Jonathan. I’m almost finished my christmas shopping, almost. THANK GOD! AND …. *drum roll*

WE WILL BE IN THE APARTMENT BEFORE CHRISTMAS!

Jonathan told me, as my christmas present, he’ll buy whatever we need for the apartment. Like dinnerware, dish towels, bedding, etc, etc. Which is great because I don’t really want anything, except the apartment and for it to be perfect AND because I don’t really have money to get the thing we will need. 

I’m so happy. I do have a feeling things will change since we’ll be living together. I think I’ll kind of just have to deal with them and change how I am. He needs to change as well. I can’t be the only one changing. It’s going to be hard and this journey will probably lead to many breaking points but I’m ready. I’m ready to make compromises and I’m ready to be settled.